Devotions Archive Archive: 1999 | 2000 | 2001 | 2002 | 2003 | 2004 | 2005 | 2006 | 2007 | 2008 | 2009 | 2010 | 2011 | 2012 | 2013 | 2014 | 2015 | 2016 | 2017 | 2018 | 2019 | 2020 | 2021 | 2022 | 2023 | 2024 Search Archive Print This Article Riding on the wind Friday, April 6, 2001 John 10:31-42 The Jews picked up stones to stone him, but Jesus said to them, "I have shown you many great miracles from the Father. For which of these do you stone me?" It was a phenomenon. Movie by the same name. John Travolta the good old boy, hit by lightning, becomes wise beyond wise, brilliant, sensitive, clairvoyant, able to bend forks and otherwise understand, control and transcend the natural order of the world around him. The good old boys don't like this at all. They hood their eyes, whisper to each other behind their sleeves, turn away. John is no longer one of them, and they are angry. Anger is accompanied by the hormone, adrenalin, which gives my body a push of energy, a rush of strength. But anger is a secondary emotion; it's always the second emotion that I feel. The first thing that comes is hurt, disappointment or fear. These are "weak" feelings; that is, they leave my body feeling empty, fluttery, watery, boneless ... weak. Yuck. No wonder most of us find anger easier to deal with. Topping off the "primary" feeling with a little anger, I get my strength back. Miracles are scary. Maybe when they happen to me they're not so bad, because I'm healed or blessed in a tangible way. But when they happen to other people and I'm the onlooker, I can feel like my world is coming apart. Actually, it's just my world view, but that boneless flutter of fear gives me the sense that it's really me that's losing it. Got to do something to get it back together. Turn away. Say no. Get angry. The only way to enjoy a roller coaster ride is to let go (mostly) with my mind and my body. Relax my muscles, do some screaming, close my eyes sometimes, let the wind rushing by and the dizziness become my world for a moment. Otherwise, everything's turned upside down, I'm out of control, I'm losing it, I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm gone..... If meeting Jesus is not like riding a roller coaster, then I'm not really meeting Jesus. If in going out to meet Jesus I don't sometimes encounter supernatural power, then I haven't left home at all. It's scary to realize that I'm not in charge. It's also liberating and true. It's the best thing that can ever happen. Oh boy, Lord, we're in line for the roller coaster. Hold my hand, tell me what to do, change me mold me shape me, HELP me!!! Thanks for the smile, the encouragement, the confidence you have in yourself. You've been here before...I'm going with you. "; Add      Edit    Delete